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Thursday, February 23, 2006

left behind.

i'm feeling quite awful these few days because of this feeling of being left behind. things are happening without me, and i feel left out. am i leaving myself out from the society, or is the society living me behind?

sometimes i just wish that i'm living this life for myself only. live the way i want, do things i want. but humans depend on each other whether we like it or not. i dunno... am i being left behind? or i choose to be left behind? i don't wish i'll be alone. but i think loneliness is a bit kinder to me compared to being left behind. argh... what the hell...

1 Comments:

At 12:27 am, Blogger revivar said...

left behind? Gimme a break. If you want me to put a position in it, it's gotta be that you're ahead all of us. no joke. in sense of maturity and devotion you put into certain stuffs, there's not many in the current society to do that.

Plus, you're totally comparing something without a yardstick. what does that suggest? There's no criteria or whatsoever. left behind is just a feeling everyone felt once in awhile. Lay that pessimism off and push your chest up once in a bit. We're living in a generation with every single one of us having our own set of moral value. You're not left behind. We're just different.

 

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